Pensando en pajaritos preñados

my boyfriend is so dense. up to the point in which he is emotionally unmanipulable.

Me at SIX PM: I’m sorry for always being an idiot. I’m still sad have nothing to do now… Maybe I’ll go to sleep…
(I want you to stay with me and talk to me until I feel better, you dumbass) 

Him: Okay then. Sweet dreams! ♥♥

Me: …

Elvis

I don’t even know what to say. 

He was my first boyfriend. I’ve known him since I was like 5 years old. He teased me a lot but he also said I was the best girlfriend he ever had. When he was little his hair was silky blond and he wore dorky glasses. When we went on a school trip we held hands in the schoolbus while all the kids sang reggaeton shit, him included. 

He liked to draw and play trading card games. 

Last time I saw him was at a fest. I was pretty drunk and we caught up a bit.

He was my first kiss. Final Destination at the movie theater. We had been building up to it until the movie ended and I got so anxious, I just kissed him and ran away. He came up to me and took my hand.

Okay, now I don’t know what else to say.

I just realized my legs were posted here 　and I am the most flattered person in the world right now.

[Us talking about me cutting my SIM card so it can fit as a mini SIM card into an iPhone 4]

Me: Let me see if I can manage to do. I don’t want to mess it up.

Dad: Just do it calmly and with precision. As if… you were drawing one of your Pikachus. :D

xD Oh, dad. You’re so cute.

I’m so happy to have been here. It’s been wonderful and I hope for it to continue being that way. Perhaps I haven’t made much new friends here but it’s certainly helped me grow closer to people I know outside here.

I’m happy tumblr has been here to understand my feelings and shit and to share so many funny things with me! c’:

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I never posted this. W/e. I post it NOW. XD

If I lose communication with him, who will I have? Nothing anymore, apparently! Just tumblr. I don’t even have tumblrfriends. It feels like everyone is slipping away. 

How emo does that sound? xD;

So alone.

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SCREW YOU DDDD:<

The Hunger Games trilogy is not about a stupid love triangle. It’s an exaggerated but still pretty accurate description of the world right fucking now. People are dying out there and we’re spending our money in making ourselves pretty and other material things. I’m not saying it’s wrong to indulge once in a while but… 

While in the middle of the Games, people are downright dying and suffering and you’re actually squealing because Peeta and Katniss are putting on a show. e.e; You’re as bad as all those Capitol retards fawning over superficial shit. ~_~ WE’RE as bad as all those Capitol retards. But at least look a little beyond the surface, peeps. DDD:<

Snuggling up with my boyfriend, watching House MD, like we do every week.

Except today he’s 1517 miles away.

ME TOO ME TOO ME TOO ;D

(Source: ikilledshakespeareagain)

I think I’m gonna be on my period soon because my mind is crazy looking for something ANYTHING to be sad about.

Like, almost anything my boyfriend says/does is making me sad or annoyed. And that makes me sad for him because he’s lovely and doesn’t deserve it. And also he’s been gone for like 3 weeks. [enter sarcastic laugh] Only 5 months and 1 week left. 

Then, I feel ignored/unwanted by a couple of people and that’s got my head spinning a bit.

I miss my Maria, which usually cheers me up when I’m feeling crappy.

I’m getting fatter.

I can’t do this homework.

And the fact that none of the people I leave tags to never check my tumblr to look for what I left them IS MAKING ME STUPIDLY SAD. ;_;